When we met.

On that unexpected condition, normally i would not have leave my sister's home even someone invited me to have dinner in YAK restaurant { which is my favorite in Nepal} for the exchange of going back to monastery, because i found one new sister! Yeah,,, i can understand you will find it funny, but the real funny thing is she has been searching me for the last few years [ she told me later..] and only this year we met. That was quite amusing experience, first we talked on phone and she told me she used to be my classmate when i was child and she also brief me her reside in my home for several months when she was schooling in my hometown. But for God's sake, i remember nothing, and i confessed so with her. Despite of my rude reply, she invited me to her home on that ensued Saturday, and eventually we met after couples of phone calls and searching around the Boudha Nath. I had strong expectation, or rather called it wish [ because i don't want to embarrass myself and her as well with strange smile and glance!] that i may recognize her in the encounter after fourteen years of departure. But as to impersonalized my inner fear, i didn't recognized her! This time neither i got the nerves to ask her bio-data, nor her recognition of my appearance. So with forced smile and nervous walking, i went to her home and conversed. She asked me lots of things about my family and also describe some information which are related to the current condition of my family, and i didn't find it astonish when she show me the talent of having more information about my family than myself! Gradually i eased myself and had lunch which was carefully serve to me with her husband who frequently asked me to sit on bed with stretch legs because he thinks that will make reduction in my trembling body, At the beginning i refuse, but later i surrender to his adamant and found he was right. He is very simple in his reaction towards the new stranger his wife picked up from somewhere (which means me!) his personality gave me two options to judge him which are either he is a simple and kind person, or he is a showy and ostentatious person who is expert in concealing the dark side behind the artificial smile. On which side my assumption shine is matter of time and mystery because i am sure at least i have to spend few years before i decide what he is, for now. I like my new sister and her family.
Well, i spent my day until it is 6pm in the evening than went back to the place where i came. It is was rather simultaneity than shyness when i leave her place. I got that innate feeling which compel me to race back, and later i found what was the cause, which is to be reveal in another composition heh heh.