02 June, 2010

Journey with B

B is not a soul nor a material, it is something but nothing physical !! I have been traveling with this for such longtime that now i felt i had enough of it,,, it is our nature to said 'get lost' or 'get the @##$ out of here' when something really disturbing us. But i can't use that reaction with this because it is not in my control! oh holy shit! why? why this B is always pursuing me when i had nothing to do with it, it chased me on my first jounrney to South India, it prevented me on the station, it delay me on my ride to bus in Banglore, it confined me in mysore for several hours, it posponed my departure,, it... oh once again holy shit!!! this B list is endless
whenever we do something, it accompany by the tag of 'first time', like you are reading this composition for the first time than it will become routine and second time to some one else than some one else, in that circulation the magic and embarassment of first time became second time than 'lot' time and gradually we know it is good to have first time in things because no matter who you are ? no matter what kind of umimaginable power you have,, it is nature and inevitable to come cross with 'first time'... so as i did....! At the first time, i thought i learn something, than at second time i thought i taught something to myself, at third time, i thought i educated myself with something specail,,,,, than at fourth time i thought i had enough of it.@#$%&*&$#@!@@##$##$#$!!!!!!
If be a reasonable man and project reasonable figures from our mind than it becomes reasonable, but always and always with limitation, oh i remember some body, i mean you,,,, always you,,, you always had some limitation for me, if i did this and than this,, oh stop you crossed the limitation! if i did that than that,, oh stop you crossed the limitation!well,, hello princess, this time on my journey to south i also came to know the bestow of frustration when soemthing or some body cross the limitation! it is bitter in taste!!!
Anyway today is the only day i have few hours with me [ because i run to this place without telling anything,,, oh yeah i neglect the phone ringing hehe ] , so i came here drop some words,, actually any words from my hands and this is here-i-go type of composition,,,,, so if there is any mistake, give that to me and dare you to take it away !!!
ohhh i forget i am trying to write a serial of "B" compositions from now if i got time and brain, but tell you and tell me onething, this is not a promise,,, so be it and be with it !!! Andddddd i may not get time pre-drafting time, so i will write on the spot and if you also find mistakes and formation in the sentences than please sent them to me on any medium you find........ God Bless U and ME for Everthing we do,,,

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