When we met.

On that unexpected condition, normally i would not have leave my sister's home even someone invited me to have dinner in YAK restaurant { which is my favorite in Nepal} for the exchange of going back to monastery, because i found one new sister! Yeah,,, i can understand you will find it funny, but the real funny thing is she has been searching me for the last few years [ she told me later..] and only this year we met. That was quite amusing experience, first we talked on phone and she told me she used to be my classmate when i was child and she also brief me her reside in my home for several months when she was schooling in my hometown. But for God's sake, i remember nothing, and i confessed so with her. Despite of my rude reply, she invited me to her home on that ensued Saturday, and eventually we met after couples of phone calls and searching around the Boudha Nath. I had strong expectation, or rather called it wish [ because i don't want to embarrass myself and her as well with strange smile and glance!] that i may recognize her in the encounter after fourteen years of departure. But as to impersonalized my inner fear, i didn't recognized her! This time neither i got the nerves to ask her bio-data, nor her recognition of my appearance. So with forced smile and nervous walking, i went to her home and conversed. She asked me lots of things about my family and also describe some information which are related to the current condition of my family, and i didn't find it astonish when she show me the talent of having more information about my family than myself! Gradually i eased myself and had lunch which was carefully serve to me with her husband who frequently asked me to sit on bed with stretch legs because he thinks that will make reduction in my trembling body, At the beginning i refuse, but later i surrender to his adamant and found he was right. He is very simple in his reaction towards the new stranger his wife picked up from somewhere (which means me!) his personality gave me two options to judge him which are either he is a simple and kind person, or he is a showy and ostentatious person who is expert in concealing the dark side behind the artificial smile. On which side my assumption shine is matter of time and mystery because i am sure at least i have to spend few years before i decide what he is, for now. I like my new sister and her family.
Well, i spent my day until it is 6pm in the evening than went back to the place where i came. It is was rather simultaneity than shyness when i leave her place. I got that innate feeling which compel me to race back, and later i found what was the cause, which is to be reveal in another composition heh heh.

Journey with B-2

I am settle in one place few days ago and in peace if you ask me. But the memory of the journey with B is recapping in my sight that it is difficult to have the usual whim in my mind. { not the like the thing you imagine now...} The unforgettable moments of traveling in train, bus, tempo, rickshow and on my own foot is frequently flashing like a bright light, off which burglar try to avoid. Its action is what we called Back Back and Back without slightest sign of Backward.

K.K part-6

Once upon a time i told her to log on Twitter which is contemporaly a growing social web. And as a good girl, she listened and did open one account but of course as usual with an question. What is the use of this web? Well, i couldn't described her head to toe because i was new to the web and also really don't know how to start the description. But now she is here with complete comprehension of the said web. Her previous account was lost or let lost as that was created under my persuation, contrary to this, voluntary is the foundation of her second entry to this social web, so i extremely hopes she will keep on updating her comments.
When we said social, we means the congregation of people and surrounding which plays essential role in the life of every individual, hence it is our responsibility to explore it with complete honest comments splout from our mind. Also it is important to depict our own days of life and happenings to the people who cares and take tremendous interset in us. For me that is the sole purpose of admitting in this kind of social network. Maybe this is the reason i wasn't able to share with you at the beginning. Well,,,Whatsoever, i am happy happy happy to see you here and please let me remind you onething, plesae do continues with updating as i don't want to see your account which tag with "last update one year ago"!!! hehehe

A Good Shock!

I have been pursuing the news channels from my mobile since i heard the news of one girl who is participating in MISS TIBET contest! To tell the truth, it wasn't a shock for me because i think she is capable of doing such things. It is true we have not share even a light moment of tea-chat together though studying in same campus, but i had quite knowledge of her courage and capability as we had only around 400 students in the campus, and it is easy to keep your ears open hehe! I heard she is independent and confident with her behaviour and activities which is a good and necessary equippment for success in life. and she is also beautiful. After i found she is crowned MISS TIBET, i wrote a congratulate message on the web and proudly told one guy who is coach mate on my train back to Delhi. I was so happy though i don't know her personally because she is from my campus and most importantly she proved herself under all that scandal and hindrence. She deserved it !!!

It might be true life is God gift, and it is true life is greatest present from our parents but without identification of life is not life, i always think how many people in the world might know us, for instance about me,, Um,,,,,,,around two hundred or may be thousand but not more that this figure, than just count how many people in this world. Twelve billion and counting!!! Wow! Interseting haina? You might misunderstood me, i am not a hunger of fame or wealth. Carving mark in our life which can be a source of identification after our death is not deals merely with fame or name. It is about making life meaningful. Than of course, what does mean by meaningful? From my perception, meaningful means useful, which means cultivating ray to sight the others than sole. To do that, we can't confine ourself in one room or may be in one family and get satistified with it, it is about confronting challenges and conquering them. To do that we need courage and confident. We Buddhists always talk about altruism and compassion etc, but mostly we care only about ourself and surrounding when it comes to action. I don't agree that the motivation we have for all sentient being is forged and fake, it is genuie but only thing which curtain this great thought from expossion is lake of confidence and courage.

Journey with B---1

Do you remember i talk about this B stuff? this followed me even in the web! just now it came and left with enough amount of astonishement and frustration to fill up the whole world. Anyway better complete the purpose of my visiting to net than writing about this B, otherwise i don't know where will finished up!!!
on 23th, May, 2010 MY FRIEND and me were extremely exciting about the maidan trip to the new place we never visit before, he was telling me "hey you packed up only things that is indispensible for our journey because we don't want large burden to be our problem for the traveling", and i was never to be different with his opinion, so we end our equippment with small handbag which consist of few changing clothes and other stuffs. Than we had a large lunch and request one of my friend to baked some special cakes for the ride because i heard the food on train is i-have-to-eat-otherwise-i-would-die type of provision. We collect some necessary information from the desident of particular places where we were supposed to visit, though i must tell you that is against my believe and spirit because i like to visit the place without precede knowledge as i like surprises and in a way adventure too but of course for a limit. Anyway we were all set and ready to go, just waiting for a signal which says "here you go,,," Eventually it showed up. Not on our clock or by friends but on Notice Board! which is bad enough for us to give up the trip and leave for our home.
BAD NEWS!!! this was what written on the notice board followed up by the notification of cancelling of our train for that night. We cursed for more than an hour and were busy with asking instructions from the friends, they were like "Oh my God, how that happens,, we heard of getting the train late for an hour or maybe twelve hours but never heard of cancel, must be something wrong" So we once again stick on searching information about the cancelled train and phone one of the agence to confirm it. The Agency Guy said " Aisa to nahin hota legen apka train cancelled ho gaya," So it was confirmed and we were helpless for a moment, than we got an idea and looked for the next travellers and we got nearly nill. Eventually me and my friend decide to travel on Waiting List Ticket on 25th of the same month, which is not better than CHALU if we didn't get seat on the train. A begger on train in a way! So we travelled on the next day and end up with seats for both of us. About the rest it is to be followed up in my next compositions.
It was the beginning of our long trip to Southern state of India which contains of sacred places and institutions which dominated great courtesy and station in the heart of the Bhuddist and specially in the heart of tibetans and himalayan people. My trip was in a way PILGRIMAGE, YESSSSS only in a way, because in another way my trip was target to be in the form of exploration the tibetan camps situated in that particular area. But of course if some one asked us why you are going for the this long and diffcult and cosy trip? than we promptly replied for PILGRIMAGE!!! But as you know, not entirely!!! So we later discussed on the train, maybe that was the reason of cancellation of our train because we didn't disclose the entire purpose to the ones who asked us. Anyway so and so,,, but most infortant thing was we learn something, no matter it is complimentary in the nature or condemnable, it is good to disclose the right thing. Well,,, that was it! We travel and travel,,,,,,,,,still travalling now.

Journey with B

B is not a soul nor a material, it is something but nothing physical !! I have been traveling with this for such longtime that now i felt i had enough of it,,, it is our nature to said 'get lost' or 'get the @##$ out of here' when something really disturbing us. But i can't use that reaction with this because it is not in my control! oh holy shit! why? why this B is always pursuing me when i had nothing to do with it, it chased me on my first jounrney to South India, it prevented me on the station, it delay me on my ride to bus in Banglore, it confined me in mysore for several hours, it posponed my departure,, it... oh once again holy shit!!! this B list is endless
whenever we do something, it accompany by the tag of 'first time', like you are reading this composition for the first time than it will become routine and second time to some one else than some one else, in that circulation the magic and embarassment of first time became second time than 'lot' time and gradually we know it is good to have first time in things because no matter who you are ? no matter what kind of umimaginable power you have,, it is nature and inevitable to come cross with 'first time'... so as i did....! At the first time, i thought i learn something, than at second time i thought i taught something to myself, at third time, i thought i educated myself with something specail,,,,, than at fourth time i thought i had enough of it.@#$%&*&$#@!@@##$##$#$!!!!!!
If be a reasonable man and project reasonable figures from our mind than it becomes reasonable, but always and always with limitation, oh i remember some body, i mean you,,,, always you,,, you always had some limitation for me, if i did this and than this,, oh stop you crossed the limitation! if i did that than that,, oh stop you crossed the limitation!well,, hello princess, this time on my journey to south i also came to know the bestow of frustration when soemthing or some body cross the limitation! it is bitter in taste!!!
Anyway today is the only day i have few hours with me [ because i run to this place without telling anything,,, oh yeah i neglect the phone ringing hehe ] , so i came here drop some words,, actually any words from my hands and this is here-i-go type of composition,,,,, so if there is any mistake, give that to me and dare you to take it away !!!
ohhh i forget i am trying to write a serial of "B" compositions from now if i got time and brain, but tell you and tell me onething, this is not a promise,,, so be it and be with it !!! Andddddd i may not get time pre-drafting time, so i will write on the spot and if you also find mistakes and formation in the sentences than please sent them to me on any medium you find........ God Bless U and ME for Everthing we do,,,