[Idiots!!! who?]

I am a man of interest and observations, about entertainment. I am loving it!!! But of the impulsive consequences, I have my own boundary which I draw with clear cognition and experiments. For the last few days I have been following the conspiracy argument between two well-known individuals of Indian society related to a superhit movie called 3idiots. To think carefully it is not really a destructing quarrel caused by significant reason, it is only about a misplacement of name of an important character that has got big contribution in the success of the movie. Primarily this movie was based on the book authored by a prominent novelist called Chetan Bhagat in India, after the completion of the movie; novelist’s name was attached at the end of the movie rather than in the beginning as usual. Well, word war starts then, novelist accused the film crew of neglecting him even the movie is 75% based on his book, all other leading components of the movie [including the lead actor who has vast fan in the film industry] blamed the novelist of being a publicity hunter though the movie was only 2% or 3% based on the book. Above all that arrowing words, the audience who gone through both book and movie clarified the movie was based at least 60% on the book and they consider the novelist deserve better position in the credit of the success movie. A columnist of Hindustan Times newspaper confirmed in a single word by saying it is matter of grace with example of the last sensational movie slumdog millionaire where the director mentioned few names of the persons [who’s name were not include in the list of the film crew] in his presentation when he received the Oscar awards. The columnist declared the crew of slumdog millionaire acting with grace and crew of 3idiots acting without grace.
I neither have a single word to ratify them nor an average percentage to measure them, but this incident reminded me some events that took place in the past, though there are not really about movie, there are very much related to our observation, our thinking and at last our life. The invasion of Iraq by American military force, the unconditional confinement of democratic activity Sun Kyin Moon by the Myanmar junda government, the bloody massacre of Nepal Royal family by unconfirmed son of the same king, the mass killing and genocide in the Xinjiang province of China and Tibet by the communist government of china, the brutal slaughter of thousands of civilians in Sri Langa during the conflict between governmental force and ethnic military LTTE, you name few! Though the above entire episodes came out in variety form, but the compliment and felicitation always goes to the one which is stronger. The remaining ‘observers’ didn’t paid necessary attention to the causes of the events, they blindly believed on the accusation and statements of the winner. But in many case, the saying of the victorious don’t matched with the paying of casualty by the people of particular episode, in some incidents people have to sheltered both action and accusation. Similar to the argument I was talking about in the initiative phrase of this article, they act something but doing something else.
But the greatest cause of this degradation and devastation of humanity, ethnic and reality is us, we, the idiots! We raised our voice to their proclamation but we didn’t raise our hands to their domination and declaration. We don’t punctuated our self to give credits for the gallants who deserves it, we couldn’t point out the culprits who were responsible to all the cruelty results of all actions, we won’t like to stand up with heroic deeds and instinct to protect the ethical values of human being because we like power, we like money, we are too narrow-mind and we always like to anticipate someone else to do it rather than acting it by ourselves. So I am always wondering who are the idiots???

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High high on the peak of the world.
Anticipations are vibrate in words.
Intensions are said to be coerce and certain.
Let’s say my endeavor is invincible.
Along the diversity of stares.
Among the dimensional corners.
Sequences of souls,
Breath is declared to insulate in mask.
When the glitters of enlightenment rainbows,
Then the monuments are preserved with bows.
Thou congregate to consecrate the deeds,
Bestow by the holy one indeed.
Thy satisfaction arose,
Thy penetration rejoiced.
From the ornamented pulpit,
Heavenly purified clergy.
His raining preaching,
Holiness is the teaching.
With bows and folded hands,
We close our eyes to see.
They! There are…!
Assembling the beats of hearts,
Which can be heard by deaf.
With promise smile.
Stand by proper mile.
Race to pace.
Yes! We chorus together,
OM MANI PADME HUNG!!!

K.K. part-3

When I wrote the first part of this serial, she asked me “what are you going to write for the next part?” at that time I told her nothing but inside me I know the question is not what I am going to write next but when I am going to write next. In life we met many different people with whom we spent great amount of time together to get know each other, with the result of such acquiesce we marked the relation with various names, for us, though the duration is short we named our relation friendship, you may acknowledged it as custom to address some one 'friend' in matter of routine communication and interaction just to skipped away from the hook of impudence. Our relation was indeed a friendship from the beginning, kind of thing that only happens but could not embedded in elaboration. Initially with limit information, her countenance flashes the glitter of decency with hard working personality which I was fortunate to notify with my observation, which was also the primary foundation of my confirmative sensation to materialize a good relation with this young girl. This believe was strengthened by ensuing encounter with her in the last few months, her frankness, her sincerity, her enthusiastic, her industry and her dedication. She frequently complained of being inability to pay the gratitude [though I think such things are not exist from my side] that I own her, but what she doesn’t know is the inspiration and appreciation that she gave me, I am a man of free thinker and actor as I used to tell her, consequently I find it hard to control myself and use all my potentials properly where it should work, but after knowing her, she play kind of encouragement instrument for me to push myself harder than before, now I always think about what might be her action if the same thing is done by her whenever I am doing something, and comparing to previous year, I am writing more, reading more, and studying more, this is all of her manifestation, still she complain of doing nothing for me!!! Actually I always want to remind her of her influence but I know she will never accept it and if worst she may upset and that’s the last thing I want to do.
When I retrospect back to last few months of our relation, we cultivated such profound and steadfast bound that can stand shoulder to shoulder with the relations which have the history of a decade or so, and I felt proud of it whenever I think about it. Accordingly I convey my thanks to her on different occasions and when she asked me why, I just answered her “Thanks for being my friend.” I used this phrase for her in several events and will use in the future because this phrase can decipher the things that has to conceal under the shadow.
I fantasy life as a mixture of dreams where everything happens but not as things we wanted to figure out, sometime we have to sacrifice, sometime we have to grab and sometime we have to forge, but the master of all episodes is the illusion that creates the dream. Similarly in life, we have to adjustment with undesired circumstances which imposed us to act against our own interest. And I am a warrior to fight against this impulsion because I assumed our life is our life, which has to lead by our own instinct and distinct rather than other’s directions and distraction, so that at the last minute, we don’t have to flatter other people when something good is happen and don’t need to regret when something bad is emerged. After all, it is us who govern our self.
Though I really don’t want to think about it, it is nature of every relation to end in one particular moment. And in our relation, I don’t know about her perception but from me, I command the eternity drama to depict the conclusion. Till that moment, I am trying my best to stimulate this relation stronger than ever, but I want to request her. Umm….well, I know she is going to read this article, so why don’t just get straight to her. Good idea!!!
Hey k.k.! Don’t expect a sainthood nature from me, and don’t be a perfectionist to seek perfection out of me because I am just an ordinary, naughty, [more than naught@] selfish, aimless and useless man. When I think about the great men, when I read great books, when I contemplate deep down inside me, I know where I am and I felt like I have nothing to offer for other people, just a parasite! But as much long as you think I can be your assist than I will swear, [sorry, let me swear this time.] I will do my best lo. I am not finished now but I know my letter is already too long so let me write more in the next composition and yes! I still have to write about your innocent smile as i promised earlier. Did you notice that you have an innocent smile? NO? Try to see it in mirror when you get back to room lo. Hey one last thing before I conclude for the moment, if you don’t like me to write about you and post it in my blog than just express it without any hesitation. Even I can’t promise that I won’t write about you but I will promise you, I won’t post it on my blog.
TASHI DELEK!!!

My New Year Resolution.

For the last few years, to be price it is four, i have been laying resolutions for every year but funny thing is that i even don't remember some of them !!! Right now i am just refreshing myself from the squander moment that i had last night when i try to celebrate the New Year Eve by watching my collegues dancing to the most beautiful tones of the year. It is 2010 now, that means i have been on this planet for more than 20 years and when i look back to myself, i feel like i am still far away from requisition, i mean i really can't find a @!%&%%! thing to be proud and previliged in myself. I am totally sucked, i know what is my strength and advantages, but i found them tooo late that now i felt like i could not have found them at the first place. In life, we assume that we had lots of time to plan and curve our future, accordingly we just ignore them away and try to find out some of the things which can entertained us for a very short duration, gradually we forget we had a life to lead, we had a breath to take and we had a stomach to feed. My Teacher used to advice me that it is easy to feed your life if you can hold your pen on the right place, if no, you are only living for your stomach!
I have spent last four years in a university which provide one of the finest facilities matchable to my standard and position, still when i look back, i felt like i waste them, I thank the dear God that, there is not a Dearest one to fear for me if i am hurt or Nearest one to care for me if i am sick. Otherwise i can't face them with a proper and genuine smile. You know why? because i don't deserve such smile.
Year after year, i made some resolutions then broke them. My friends said, 'promises and resolutions are made to broke'. I don't believe them because i know they are saying so to avoid their inability of making resolution and keeping it. But what about me? I made resolutions but couldn't keep them, at least not all of them.
Yesterday i spent large amount of time to figure out some resolutions, but couldn't find some which relieved me after selection, because i am scare to lose the battle after few days, or few weeks. Hence, i have only kept very few resolutions which i am trying my best to keep strong and health. Actually i am writing this words in our university computer lab as i came here to attend the class, there is no class so i am killing my time here and suddenly rose the instinct to write something which i really felt. So, this compositions is without correction-clean-page that is necessary, this words are mostly ordinary phrases which i think can express my feeling properly, and this essay is first one i write in the new year with promise of...................................
DOING BETTER AND BECOMING BETTER!!!
God Bless Me !!!